Monday, October 3, 2011

Livid or Living?

Please do not attempt to confirm this with Sue, but I don't get really really mad very often.  However, let me drop the other shoe.  This one really ticks me off.  I can't believe this actually happened to me.

All summer long I have been cranking out the miles on Ol' Blue.  She has been sooo good to me over the years.  Faithful, available, always willing to go!  I feel guilty every time I even think about that new Trek 520!

So Blue and I set a goal for the season.  We wanted to do 1000 miles together.  It started off slow but the miles kept adding up on my Cateye odometer.  We go to 500, then 600, and finally all the way to 985 last week.  It was time to go over the top!  I couldn't wait.  So I head out this morning to hit the 1000 mark.  I watched as my faithful Cateye clicked off the miles one decimal point at a time.  I was all set to take a picture when it logged 1000 so I could relish the moment.

995.18  998.25  finally 999.99.  One tenth of one mile and I would be home free!  I was all set to take my photo. Then it happened.  It clicked the last tenth.   Have you ever felt that lousy feeling that happens when your heart shifts from excitement to 'what in the world happened?'  My odometer made the move.  It went from 999.99 to the next logical number in my long anticipated sequence.  It went to 0.00!

Can you believe that?  Where is the glory?  What happened to the goal that was achieved?  How can I memorialize the moment in the trophy case of life?  How could my 1000 mile goal suddenly turn to the dry and dusty nothingness of 0.00?  Who would do a thing like that?  Was it some evil plot that was hatched at Cateye central?  Bummer!  Livid!

But wait a minute.  I don't have trophy case.  And all the miles have been really good.  On top of that, there are more miles on the horizion.  And what about that 'livid to living' dilemena.  Isn't that that way it is with many things in life?  When one sequence comes to an end another begins!

I remember the first time I read Joel Barker's work when I discovered the reality of paradigm thinking.  Barker said that when a paradigm shifts, everything goes back to zero.  Isn't that true!  When things change, everything related to that change is impacted.

I thought about our current situation at the church.  Last January we made a shift in our worship setting by adding an additional worship service and adjusting the times.  People began to change to accommodate the new paradigm. Some were comfortable, some went out of their way to adapt, others struggled, and some said 'sorry Charlie.'   Thankfully many many adapted without any friction at all!

But paradigm shifts often impact people in unexpected ways.  So worship decisions impact Christian Education.  And the traffic patterns impact hospitality.  And the whole thing calls for more leaders to step forward to keep it all going.  In the end...the things that could make us livid actually bring us to life.  I am thankful for life!

2000 here we come!

Wednesday, September 28, 2011

Getting it Right

Tonight I will be doing a brief teaching about the nature of the Holy Spirit.  I want to get it right!  But getting it right is a really complex thing.  I know my conversation will simply touch the surface as we think about the nature, ministry, and presence of the Holy Spirit.  Still, I want to get it right.

I guess the only real way to do that is to take a look inside. Do I have it 'right' on the inside?  Am I living and loving the indwelling Spirit of God?  Am I allowing the Holy Spirit to live through me?  Am I expressing the gifts that the Spirit has provided so ministry within the Body of Christ is maximized and comes to an new understanding of unity?

These are the real questions that will make all the difference.  I can get the Bible references correct, articulate the theology of pneumatology to the best of my ability (limited at best), and I can lead a solid discussion about the ins-and-outs of the Trinity...but if it is not right inside it will show on the outside.


Spirit of the living God, Fall afresh on me...Help me get it right from the inside out!

Monday, September 5, 2011

Where did the summer go?

What happened?  Who was that masked man?  Was that a speeding bullet?  Where did the summer go?

Part of the answer is a great mystery.  It takes the shape of mystery because we all know that chronos is not the same as kairos.  In kairos time, God is in control.  Whenever God is in control the mystery begins to unfold.  So it is, the summer is gone but the mystery remains!

Meanwhile I have been doing my best to be faithful to Old Blue.  We've been around the block a time or two.  Soon the magic number will roll around.  1000 is a cool number with just the right number of zeros.  It is a balancing point that demands achievement and cries out to be overcome.  I think we will.  I am sure we can do it because Isaiah 40 proclaims the truth.  It's all about waiting!

I have been blessed with a wonderful place to serve with my Wilson sisters and brothers.  We are colleagues in Christ.  I also am blessed with some very interesting new friends.  I spent some time with them this week. What a joy to hear different accents and to discover the uniqueness of culture from around the world.  Here they are.  Waiting!

Those who wait upon the Lord...













Thursday, June 23, 2011

Summer!

Here we are!  It is summer once again.  The longest day of the year just came and went but the beat goes on.  Even though the days will get progressively shorter...each day holds a new promise.

You may know folks who do not see a fresh 24 hour framework as a new promise or as an unrevealed experience of hope.  In moments of confession, I would have to say that I see most days as hopeful but there are those days...you know those days...when things tend to look a bit darker on the horizon. 

Every time those dark clouds seem to settle in on my soul...it seems that God uses the same strategy to get my attention and to turn my head.  It always seems to come in the form of the Sermon on the Mount.  You know the one.  Jesus gathers his disciples on a hillside.  The crowds are close enough to overhear the conversation.  He begins to teach and the world begins to change.

From time to time, my world needs to change.  Maybe I should say my worldview needs to change.  Because, in the end, it is all about how we see the rest of the world.  Let me suggest that the lens of Matthew 5-7 is a wonderful way to readjust your point of view.

May this day...and all days to come...be lived on that hillside within earshot of the Good Shepherd.

Tuesday, May 24, 2011

New Book!

If you are interested in personal bible study that will expand your horizons...here is the tool!  Dr. David Bauer and Dr. Robert Traina have published an updated version of Traina's original Methodical Bible Study.

I am only half way through but it has already been an eye opener to technique and strategy that expands my thinking about how we engage God's Word.  I would highly recommend it for anyone who wants to see Scripture clearly.

Thanks David!  Great work.

Tuesday, May 17, 2011

Pastor Report 2011 FYI

Pastor Report
Randy Jessen
Wilson United Methodist Church
Church Conference May 17, 2011

Let me start this report by sharing some personal reflections.  First, this Church Conference (and the upcoming Annual Conference) represents two full years of service together here within the Wilson Church community.  July 1st will actually mark the start of year number three of my appointment here at Wilson.  Without reservation, I can tell you that it has been a joy to serve with you.

From our home to your home, I join Sue and Ana in saying thank you for letting us become a part of the Wilson family.  We cherish the relationships that have been built and look forward to new relationships and service opportunities that are on the horizon.

As we look back at the past year it is easy to see that we have several things to celebrate together.  In many ways it has been a remarkable year of mission and ministry.  In this report, I want to highlight some of the events and experiences that have touched the broader life of the church and share some personal desires and dreams for the future.

By this time, it will be no surprise that I stay in close touch with some key indicators that provide us a snapshot of health for the congregation.  One of those indicators is our average worship attendance.  You will find a helpful chart on the last page of this report but let me share some highlights.  Our average annual worship attendance at the close of 2009 was 157.  At the end of 2010 our annual average attendance had increased to 176.  Our current average worship attendance (up to May 8, 2011) is 215 individuals.  You might think of it like this: it we close 2011 with an average of 200 in worship attendance that would represent an increase of 27% in three years.  Way to go Wilson!

In addition to our regular Sunday attendance, we also track the flow of worship attendance related to special worship services like Christmas Eve and Easter as an indicator of our connection to the community and our potential for the future.  Our Christmas Eve attendance for 2008 was 224.  In 2009 we took a step forward by adding additional services to our Christmas Eve schedule.  The result was 345 people who joined us for worship.  Our 2010 Christmas Eve worship reached 465 people who shared this sacred experience in our worship center.  The growth from 2008 to 2010 represents a rate of 107% increase.  For some Christmas Eve attendees, this will be the first step into a life of faith and service. Again, way to go Wilson!

Easter worship attendance has seen a similar pattern of growth.  Since 2009 our Easter attendance has increased from 203 to 400 in 2011.  We can take two approaches to this Christmas Eve and Easter outpouring of participation.  We could be troubled by the fact that folks only attend occasionally.  Or we can do our best to establish a deeper relationship and celebrate what might be a first step of faith.  I much prefer the latter.  I love it that you do too!

We can attribute these growth patterns to several dynamics.  First, without question we are seeing the power of the Holy Spirit at work.  Individuals are taking new steps in faith, more people are engaged in missional service, and we are experiencing a growing number of new families and individuals who are finding a church home here at Wilson.  Second, we are always on the watch for ways that we can strengthen our worship services and our total Sunday morning experience of education, worship and fellowship.  Third, we made a key decision at the close of 2010 to expand our worship schedule from two services to three with expanded Christian education opportunities available at all three hours. The three service schedule has opened the doors of the church to make space for a positive future.
Along with tracking what God is doing among us in regard to worship attendance, we also find strong indicators of growth in our mission ministries.  In fact, this may be our strongest indicator of what God has in store for us as we faithfully step into the future.

We were blessed over a year ago when the Church Council and Charge Conference took a leap of faith to authorize the establishment of a non-profit structure to provide leadership for our missional outreach.  Diakonia came to life with a strong focus on establishing our in-house and community based preschool ministries.  Since that time, the missional directions of Diakonia have continued to expand.  They now incorporate the guidelines that were endorsed through our Bold New Step efforts.  Today we are blessed by the Wilson Christian Preschool, the Westside Community Preschool, and are working toward the full establishment of the Meadows Park Preschool. 

In addition we have a wonderfully growing number of people who are serving through the ministry of WestSide CARES.  In fact, our relationship with WestSide CARES continues to be stronger with each passing day.  Our missional ministry has now also expanded to incorporate a growing relationship with the Methodist Church of Costa Rica and Bishop Luis Fernando Palomo.  Our first mission team to Costa Rica will be on site at the Iglesia Metodista Faro del Este outside of San Jose.  The team will be engaged in preparing and presenting a Vacation Bible School program for children in the area while others mix concrete and work on the foundation for the church parsonage.  We look forward to a long, personal, and fruitful relationship with the church in Costa Rica.

On another international front, I will also be exploring a missional relationship with the Methodist Church in Haiti.  Right now, I plan to be in Haiti with a small team in November to explore possibilities.

While these significant mission events are unfolding we also are blessed to have many people who serve from a quiet and humble posture.  We have people who visit shut-in homes, deliver meals-on-wheels, serve through our WestSide CARES food banks, assist people in the community with meals and rent assistance, teach adults how to read, build homes with Habitat for Humanity, and a number of additional ministries that transform families and bring the Kingdom of God to the lives of others in our community.  I celebrate the blessing you are and rejoice in the many ways you express your faith.  Again, way to go Wilson!

I don’t have the opportunity to speak about every ministry that helped shape the past year, but I would be remiss if I did not mention our experience with our summer study of the Book of Revelation, the Advent study of the Gospel of Luke, and our Lenten Circle of Love devotions.  It was a wonderful blessing to see so many people reading Scripture daily and committing to new levels of growth and discovery.  And who among us was not blessed by the African Children’s Choir!  Sometimes great gifts come in small unexpected packages that are filled to overflowing with wonderful energy!

One additional set of highlights stand out very significantly for me.  In the past year, we engaged and supported two Chrysalis youth retreats and four adult Walk to Emmaus events with Wilson participants and servants taking part in all six events.  From my past experience I can tell you that Chrysalis and the Walk to Emmaus (along with Kairos prison ministry) has the potential to reshape the foundations of our local church leadership as we continue to serve strongly through a robust spiritual framework.

In general, our ministry task is to stay faithful while not being complacent; to be ready to risk without being reckless; to stay balanced while we remain on target; to be open to wisdom and revelation that will help us know God better; and to care for our own personal spiritual journey so we can invest in building others.  In the end, everything points to Jesus and Jesus always points us to other people as we seek to be the obedient servants of God.

On a personal note, I am blessed to serve side-by-side with a wonderful leadership team that includes our paid and unpaid staff team.  We have a great (and growing) team of folks who are committed to servant leadership.  It has been (and will continue to be) a wonderful gift to my spirit to share this small part of the Wilson journey with you. 

I think most of you know by now that I find great joy (and personal renewal for my soul) through my teaching relationship with Asbury Theological Seminary.  I serve the Asbury community as an Affiliate Faculty member and teach each semester through the online program.  I teach a course called United Methodist Discipline and Polity and a practical ministry course called Cross Cultural Mentored Ministry.  Both of these courses are within the Master of Divinity curriculum.  I also teach an on-campus course with the Doctor of Ministry program called Spirituality of Leaders.  I will be leading the Spirituality of Leaders course in early September with a group of 18 students from around the world.  That class group will include students from Japan, South Korea, Germany, Bulgaria, Sierra Leone, India, Mexico, Myanmar, Ethiopia, the Philippines, Indonesia, and even students from places like Texas, Georgia, Michigan, and North Carolina.  It should be great fun!

Let’s shift gears a bit and review a set of goals that I presented to the Church Conference on June 15, 2010.  I presented the following eight goals:

1.      Develop and equip an increasing number of emerging leaders within the life of the congregation.
2.      Equip a group of individuals who feel called and comfortable with long-term in-depth relational visitation for members of the congregation who are shut in, hospitalized, or in nursing care.
3.      Work with the current leadership to create a structural and organizational pattern for the leadership of the church that will allow for ease of decision making and maximize the ministry opportunities of the church.
4.      Increase our overall average worship attendance by 10% in the next year. 
5.      Work to develop the 11:00 worship service and to increase worship attendance during that time.
6.      Develop (and implement as appropriate) a plan for expanding our worship opportunities to three regular Sunday morning services.
7.      Create a plan to improve our visual appearance along our Flying W Ranch Road frontage.
8.      Expand and enhance the missional base of the church from our neighborhood, to our region and on to a global perspective.

A quick review will reveal that we accomplished several of these goals while others are ongoing and continuous elements of the congregation.  I would highlight goal number seven above as a component of our overall ministry that may seem insignificant but is critically important to our relationship with our neighboring community.  It would be wonderful to develop a plan to modestly improve our visual and inviting position in this area.

As I think about new goals for the coming year I know we will all want to continue to expand and implement the bullet points that are identified above.  But my specific thoughts about new goals tend to circle around one particular area of our life together.  That area could be summed up in a single very potent word: generosity.  It will make all the difference.

As you will soon discover, the Finance Team and the Church Council will be presenting a budget proposal for this next six months that will represent a step of faith for the coming year.  Friends, without any desire to create a spirit of guilt among us (because guilt is the worst motivator in the world!), I want to say that there is really no need to see the new budget as a ‘step of faith’.  We can do this.  And we can even move well beyond the limitations of the past by seriously considering what it means to be the generous people of a gracious God.  I would invite you to join the conversation and the commitment to personally tithe.  I believe the church is the hope of the world.  It is that important.
In the context of this conversation about our financial picture, we can also look at the wonderful gains we have made through our commitment to A Bold New Step.  This campaign has already helped us significantly to reduce our debt, decrease the time line on the payoff of our mortgage, and create remarkable funding for our missional outreach.  I celebrate the commitments that have been made and invite others to become a part of the Bold New Step effort.

Our current mortgage time line has been reduced.  We also received a reduction in our overall interest rate.  And we are paying ahead of schedule each month to continuously decrease the debt.  As of March 2011 we owe $316,774.50 with a scheduled payoff in March 2019.  I would suggest that a payoff timeline that takes us to a March 2019 mortgage burning is way to far in the future.  We must create a plan now to address this significant need when we come to the close of the Bold New Step commitments in two years.

Our growth rate invites us to begin thinking ahead so we can develop plans about our staffing patterns, our financial commitments, our facility development, our missional outreach, and the overall vision that will motivate and lead us into the future.  This is a leadership task that rests with our Church Council and out entire leadership team.  But we all know that this is a conversation that will significantly touch (and bless) all of our lives.  Let me tell you straight out, Sue and I are all in.

The annual report of the pastor should also include a statement regarding continuing education and personal growth goals.  In the last year I participated in our Wall of Cedar Worship Conference, our Missional Leadership Conference, and I am a part of a study / growth group with our district Missional Leaders project.  I will be making the missional trip to Haiti in November as a part of my personal renewal plan.  I have also added my 2011 Personal Rule of Life as an appendix to this document.

This is much too long but I wanted to share these thoughts with you.  I cherish your conversation and input as we move forward.  Remember, in the end, everything points to Jesus and Jesus always points us to other people as we discover new ways to be the obedient servants of God.

Yours in Christ
Randy Jessen


 


Personal Rule of Life
Randy Jessen
2011



Inward Disciplines

1.         Morning prayer and meditation seeking God’s will for my personal and professional life.
2.         Daily prayer for family, staff, lay leadership, and general intercession.
3.         Daily study of the Scriptures that are outside teaching and preaching responsibilities.
4.         Be obedient to the hours          .   (9 ~ 12 ~ 6)


Outward Disciplines

1.         Seek increased ways to simplify life style in accordance with the Gospel.
2.         Set aside specific time of solitude outside designated time for personal prayer.
3.         Continue serving through Walk to Emmaus and Chrysalis.
4.         Work to develop a strong positive missional relationship with the Methodist Church in Costa Rica


Continuing Education Goals

1.         Participate in at least one major conference related to congregational life, preaching or leadership.
2.         Participate in the August Leadership Summit.
3.         Create a continuing education event for pastors and lay leaders related to prayer and spiritual formation.
4.         Read at least one new book each week related to leadership, spiritual formation, church development, stewardship, or vision.


Service Goals

1.         Board of Ordained Ministry for the Rocky Mountain Annual Conference
2.         Availability for relational conversations with pastors in and beyond the area
3.         Asbury Theological Seminary through teaching, dissertation mentor, stewardship, and student development / support

           
Personal Goals

1.         Ride at least 1000 bicycle miles on Old Blue in 2011
2.         Ride two century days in 2011
3.         Stay in touch with my physical health through indoor / outdoor riding, time at the fitness center, and   healthy eating habits

Saturday, April 23, 2011

Circle of Love ~ Saturday April 23, 2011


Saturday April 23                               Matthew 27:57-66      Easter Eggs for children!  10:00 AM

Today is the last of our 40 days in the Circle of Love sequence.  I rejoice in your faithfulness and celebrate what God has been doing among us.  I pray that your commitment to Scripture and prayer has been a blessing to you.  Now, there is just one more day!  I hope you will join us for Easter worship...6:30 Sunrise on the Wilson 'front yard'...8:00 ~9:30~11:00 in our newly updated sanctuary.  If you can not join the Wilson community...please be a part of a faith community in your neighborhood!

One last Lenten reading:  Please read the Gospel passage from Matthew 27:57-66.   Read it slowly.  Let it sink deeply into your spirit.

The cross has accomplished its purpose.  The tomb has been prepared.  The body has been wrapped.  The guard has been posted.  And the stone has been sealed.  It is time to wait.  We are invited to wait in a spirit of reflection.  Wait.  Faithfully wait.  Easter is coming!

Friday, April 22, 2011

Circle of Love ~ Friday April 22, 2011



Friday April 22                                               John 13:36-38              

Good Friday   Worship 6:30 tonight in the Wilson Worship Center

Quiet your heart today as we gather at the foot of the cross.  Consider this brief (yet powerful) interaction between Jesus and Peter.  Remember, Jesus is about to walk the streets of Jerusalem carrying his own cross of crucifixion.   He is about to give his life for the world. 

At first, Peter is eager to follow Jesus…he is willing to lay down his own life.  Then we hear the potent words of Jesus that remind us that the rooster will crow three times as a reminder of Peter’s denial.  As you choose your method of fasting I pray that it will allow you the blessing of being reminded of the times when the rooster has crowed in your life.

It is a powerful moment that will ultimately be reconciled and transformed at the empty tomb on Easter morning.  Peter will race John to the tomb to find that Jesus is alive and discover that his heart has been forgiven.

Today is a day to bring your own heart to the foot of the cross.  Maybe you will hear Jesus say, “Come! Follow me!”  What will you do?

Thursday, April 21, 2011

Circle of Love ~ Thursday April 21, 2011


Thursday April 21                              John 17                                   Holy Thursday                      

Living Last Supper Drama with Holy Communion ~ 6:30 PM tonight at Wilson United Methodist Church

First, let me encourage you to be at the church tonight for the dramatic presentation of the Living Last Supper and the celebration of Holy Communion.  Members of our congregation will open your eyes to the various dynamics that were being expressed in the hearts of the early disciples.  I know it will be a great blessing for your Holy Week Journey.

Second, I would suggest that you read today’s Scripture from start to finish in one session.  It is the end of a section that actually begins at the start of Chapter 13.   We sometimes call this section the Upper Room Discourse.  It begins when Jesus gathers his disciples in the Upper Room to share the Passover meal.  He washes their feet and begins to teach them.  You may want to read the entire section starting with Chapter 13 and flowing through Chapter 17.  You will be reading a personal prayer that was offered by Jesus. 

The prayer unfolds in three major parts.  Initially the prayer draws a focus on the relationship Jesus shares with God the Father.  From there he shifts his attention to the disciples who are present in the room with him.  Finally he projects his prayer in to the future as he prays for all who will believe in his name in days to come.  Be sure to read it as a prayer.  Read it slowly.  You might even want to read it through two or three times to get the full flavor of his passion.

As you come to the end of your reading please set your Bible down and simply reflect for a few moments.  Let the prayer of Jesus sink into your soul.  Consider what it would mean if Jesus (his person and his teaching) was actually embedded into your spirit. 

Now, read the last verse once again and ask yourself, what does it mean to be ‘in Christ and for Christ to be in me?’

Wednesday, April 20, 2011

Circle of Love ~ Wednesday April 20


Wednesday April 20                           John 12:27-36

Wonderful Wednesday at Wilson tonight: 5:30 dinner!
Lenten Circle of Love study group meets with Randy Jessen in Room 10 @ 6:15 to reflect on the readings of the past week and to examine the flow of Holy Week.

Do you remember when we talked about the way John loves to speak about light and dark?  It is a primary metaphor that helps his readers understand the remarkable blessing that is ours when we step from dark to light. 

In this passage we focus our attention on the last two verses.  Take a moment to reread verses 35-36 to focus on the issues of ‘light and dark’…now take a minute to reflect before you jot down your thoughts about how ‘light and dark’ impact your life.

During Holy Week we will be experiencing the impact of this message most dramatically between Good Friday and Easter morning.  The world can sometimes look very gloomy before we are able to notice the light penetrating the dark.  Thank God we know that the empty tomb is just around the corner!

[Happy Birthday Dad and Louise!]